"Addie, DON'T BE A WEIRDO. Kids don't like that."

It's been SO long since I've blogged, and its all changed up. Bear with me, so hate change!! This summer has been so unexpectantly busy, and MAN I'm so glad to finally be slowing down!! Because its been so long, I'll just give updates in bullet points to highlight the good stuff :) -We went to Minnesota and spent a week with the WHOLE family, which meant 15-ish of us together in a 5 bedroom house, with one bathroom!!

-I turned 27...NOT 28. I've been telling people all year I'll be 28. -AquaBloom has been doing awesome, featured in an online magazine with 17k+ readers. I've been pretty busy with it, and even had to beg help from my SIL. Feeling like God knows when I need to slow down, I have a break from projects and am catching my breath...may even attempt a book I've had for a bit!! -Doug got a raise!! He's also been recruited for the HDUP team, which (from what I understand) will be a new system Walmart will run on. It will be more technical, but maybe different hours. SO praying about which path is right for us as a family!! -Doug ALSO got accepted at JBU as a business undergrad!! He found out not only will this put his masters in business within 3 years reach, but it will also be covered by his GI bill, which means he will be going through graduation for free!! We will only pay for the masters program. PTL!! -I've applied for my Indian Blood Card, and expect it soon. My mom finally got through the application process, she's been researching forever and had trouble since she was adopted and there were apparently some not so great people on staff for a while at Alaska's Indian Affairs. I don't totally know what it means, aside from possibly being able to have help with college for both of the girls. -Addie started kindergarten!! Short update on that in a minute :)

-Lillian turned 3!!! (Well, Tuesday she will. We already celebrated!)

Whew, that seems like a lot!! Addie starting kindergarten was a combination of about 3 weeks of stress. I couldn't imagine sharing her with the world, watching her become calloused to the way it really is, and having to toughen up. I just want everyone to see the light in her, is that too much to ask? She's such a special girl, and everyone loves her personality, I feel like she's been exposed well enough to the right people and is growing just like I want her to...now its 7 hours a day (which is more than I get with her during the day now) in a classroom where I don't know EXACTLY what's going on. I don't want to micro-manage...I swear...I just want to push the mean kids down and do all her work for her... Walking through the halls one day, we trailed some pretty menacing kids, who were OBVIOUSLY not hugged enough...little thugs in training. (Having children of my own, I now realize the thug life is NOT cool, as previously thought with my gang signs and smoking I used to do as a bad ass in my past life.) Hoodlum "A" had close cut hair, with a 2 inch rattail. He was wearing the classic red and black hoodrat ensemble. Need I say more? I am NOT judging... Hoodlum "B" was equally as menacing, slightly more pleasantly plump and tall, wearing a black collared shirt with tiny crossbones scattered about. No doubt wreckless. They had the thug walk down, I have all faith this will be perfected in the years to come. We turned the corner and walked straight toward a couple leading their youngest around. She was wearing a Minnie Mouse tank top. He was wearing a McDonald's bright red shirt. AGAIN, I am NOT judging... I'm just trying to create a picture for those of my friends whose children are attending a private school, or homeschooling. This is the very reason I have a GREAT dislike for bringing my little flower we've raised and tended to, to school. Do you KNOW how much a private christian school is? $4,500/year. Homeschooling looks appealing right now. Don't judge. I've been concerned about Addie making friends and feeling secure in her classroom, so I always ask her routine questions, like: Who did you play with? Were they nice to you? What did you play? (and of course, Did you potty? Did you each all your lunch? Were you hot? Was the teacher nice to you? What did you do today? What was your special class? ...why are you not talking to me any more?!) I believe she might be boy crazy. She tells me constantly about two girls in her class who have boyfriends (UHM.) I was sad to learn nobody played with her on the playground. Like only a mother can be sad about that. Then she told me she was spying on a boy on the playground and following him around, because he looked like Lewis from Meet The Robinsons movie...

And she just HAD to see him and watch what he was doing. I immediately imagined her being that little creeper kid, who is quiet and spies oddly on other children, who in turn don't know what to think of the kid who darts back and forth in the jungle gym and won't just PLAY... "Addie, DON'T BE A WEIRDO. Kids don't like that." A friend jokingly told me she thinks Lillian might be Kestan incarnate...I'm beginning to see it, her faces are exactly how I feel sometimes...

She's been SO good since Addie started school. We've done our own "school", she's much brighter than I gave her credit. Second child syndrome. When we leave Addie at school in the mornings, they give the biggest hugs to each other, Addie picks her up off the floor, and sets her down, holding her face they bonk foreheads, then she tells her see her later (tear!!). I hope they are always that close!! Lillian cried for her the second day, just a couple of hours after drop off: "I miss Addie, I want Addie!!" through teary eyes. Le sigh.. I've been shutting Kestan up with oatmeal cream pies, brownies, and cookies lately. Sometimes she scours the cabinets for chocolate chips when I forget to grab more of her "special mommy snacks" (which she eats in a closet-like manner, sitting the children down to a show and quietly opening the wrappers, making as little noise as possible in the kitchen). Then she turns the finger and points at me, yelling (which chocolate bits in her teeth, very fattish and snide) "No WONDER you don't have energy!! And you think those ITWORKS wraps are going to solve it all!!!" (for the record, I'm sure if I keep trying the wraps more than once, it WILL work. Mind over body, mind over body...wait...mind over body BEFORE I eat...BEFORE...) So, I might start training for the Color Run in November in Little Rock!! Hint hint, someone sign up with me!!!!!

Wrapping it up now to put the peanuts in bed, plus I just got more oatmeal cream pies and they're calling my name... Keslyn(/tan) P.S. I apologize to any of you who had to endure my humor before I realized I'm not allowed to joke like a fat man. You simply cannot yell "Uhh, Happy Birthday!!!" to your mommy's group ladies on GNO, motioning to yourself up and down like you're a birthday gift because of your presence. You'll just come off as a snotty biz. That joking is exclusively for fat men, because it doesn't work for fat women, much less a petite girl who likes to get frilly and wear her coach purse. You'll just look like an ass. Dually noted, again, my apologies... P.P.S. I didn't actually tell Addie to quit being a weirdo. I told that to Doug and he said "Wow, great motherly advice!!". It was obviously a joke. I love my kid. Really.